I just feel like I am in a miserable life.

No one damn thing goes rite in these few days.

Study > NO, Work > NO, The life that I want > NO

so what should I do then, why should I make all those little plans,wishes or targets for myself ?

Every plan just leads to another setback, frustration or disappointment.

SIGN...... what a life

Had a lot of thoughts in these two days, realized that there is really not much that that I can do

lossing my motivations at this stage, just hope things will go better tmr

finished all my exams, it was shit, not gonna to make it,

depressed, worked for three days , earning my ticket money \

just two months to go before I am bk

Miss my life in HK, dun wanna to stuck at this shithole,

studying for Political economy, mid sem tmr, hv done = <25 %

omg,  better fucking kill myself tonite

Struggle

spent too long on Facebook & Xanga .......

dun feel like study even though I got one mid exam on Thursday

wondering if I am doing the right thing

people keep saying that " I will be fine", but I just dun feel in that way

I want to buy stuff, I want to change my life

I wanna to hv a better life where I dun hv to study and work at the same time

but yet dun hv to worry abt my living, forcing myself up at 10, start working from 11:30 to 11:30 at night

I just want to go out with gf and fds, watching stuff

get all the new cloths, get all the stuff I want (I wish I wasn't just dreaming)